10/2-10/12 :home. i am so excited to be going back to california. the same california where i spent my adolescent years the same california where i grew out of them the same california i call home.
i’m so ready to see my loved ones again.
my agenda for this trip is something like this: (UPDATED 9/30) +friday: arrive @ LAX 4:55AM. matty picks me up from LAX, takes me home where i’ll unpack and get settled. then sometime later, spend awl day with matty (shop/tat) till evenin’ time when my aunt gets off work, then fambam time. +saturday: shopping with aunt miki (GET MY GUCCI BAG!!!), hang out with matty, lip sinc hosted by the greeks @ lmu with lauren c. +sunday: fambam time, f’reeeeals +monday: LMU campus tour in the afternoon +tuesday: UCLA campus tour in the afternoon, spend time with aunt miki day! (her day off) +wednesday: USC campus tour in the afternoon +thursday: train it to aliso viejo to chelsea @ soka! stay at her dorm overnight (chels planned a huge party for meeee!) +friday: train it it to fullerton to see ASHIT<33333. she’ll pick me up from the station. apparently i’m signed up for some marathon, HAHAHA. i’m terrible with running. stay at her house overnight. +saturday: head back to los angeles. prob family dinner. CEO’s & HO’s party @ beverly hills w/ lauren c +sunday: prob breakfast w family, then my flight back home. </3 heartbreaking, really. arrive @ HNL 8:04 PM
i’ll keep you folks updated on a daily basis. love love.
there will be HUGE posts coming up soon, so look forward to: - room raiding - eventage picturage +much more. chuuutes.
If thou must love me, let it be for nought Except for love’s sake only. Do not say ‘I love her for her smile—her look—her way Of speaking gently, —for a trick of thought That falls in well with mine, and certes brought A sense of pleasant ease on such a day’— For these things in themselves, Beloved, may Be changed, or change for thee, —and love, so wrought May be unwrought so. Neither love me for Thine own dear pity’s wiping my cheeks dry, — A creature might forget to weep, who bore Thy comfort long, and lose thy love thereby! But love me for love’s sake, that evermore Thou mayst love on, through love’s eternity.
i’ve seen so many youtube dance videos, and this one is my absolute favorite. it’s one of the first ones i found, too (can tell how old it is— that dmpc shirt is from a couple seasons ago).
i want to start taking dance, because i think is an incredible way to express yourself. spiritual through physical. for those of you who grew up dancing, you lucky kids. i’m going to start dance classes (MAYBE) once i start driving. march 13th, here i come.
alice. i can see how she’d play alice, but as i read the saga i kept imagining alice as the blonde… emmet. i imagined him to be a bit more blonder bella. her low voice freaks me out, ugh edward. PERFECTION, i love cedric diggory rosalie. there could have been better… i can’t help but think of Thirteen and Minny’s First Time when i see her jasper. i like, i like. good casting
mmmmmmmm. nitpicking at it, because… i’m so stoked. november 21st, baby
I’LL BE THERE OPENING NIGHT, WITH CHRISTA BEE AND Lk.
wow. he’s even more desirable for his (probable) faith in true love, looking beyond the physical. i guarantee that he could’ve gotten some bangin big bootied tiny waist model girl, and yet… tameka “tiny” is what he settles for. damn. lucky girl. lucky, lucky girl.
today (8/31/08): »church w/ alex. »chill time (yogurtland w/alex&friends, napping falling asleep to willy wonka) »family dinner w/ alex, vicky, mom&dad, aunts(2), and vicky’s friend james. »chill time w/ lauren, peter, and alex
photo credit: michaela on deviantart
my favorite part of the entire day was the last 15 minutes of freedom before going inside my apartment. peter drove (thank you) and alex and i sat in the backseat. we were listening to g.o.d. (korean, hells yeah) and i was lying down on my side, with my head resting on alex’s lap. just closing my eyes, listening to music from my childhood and alex singing haha… thats all i care to remember about the entire day. i had a great day to begin with because my day began with alex picking me up, but the sound of my love singing a connection between the now and the past made everything outside of my field of vision melt away. i looked up a few times at him, and to watch him looking out the window, to feel his fingers stroking my hair/holding my hand, and to hear his voice singing.. and to know that i am so incredibly lucky to have found someone who makes me fall for him every single day by simply just being himself… i could not have imagined a more perfect ending to a nearly perfect day.
it’s not about how many people you see today, it’s about who you see today and who you want to see above everyone else tomorrow.