excerpt from "snoopy." by raaachem @ what the...
“i think people mistake an invitation into bed as an open door to all ur personal matters. but if that were the case, wouldnt that negate the whole idea of “being in a relationship”? cuz you choose what to share and how to share it. and the person you’re with should respect you and your choice on when and with whom you share these things. the person you’re with shouldnt feel...
ny trip day 2
did so much today. i’m exhausted. broadway show turned out to be the lion king (fantastic) and we ate at tony’s — i took a peek @ the check and it came out to be $1000. muthfclksjdf crazy company is ballin’, right tomorrow looks something like this: 8AM - breakfast/check out then - statue of liberty then - ground zero then - lunch @ soho/greenwich village then - airport. ...
ny trip day 1
location: hotel in new jersey (short commute from new york where i spend 90% of the day during this trip) mood: ambivalent missing: my baby, very very much :( long distance relationships CAN work. i hope mine can, anyway. with all my heart. i know what NOT to do, and he knows what NOT to do because of all the b.s. we went through while i was gone the last time, so it’s bound to get better...
2 days to go
am i ready to leave? no. not at all. nothing is packed. some of my clothes are. that’s really as far as that goes i just can’t deal with the fact that i’m leaving everyone and everything that i have here at home. i won’t see my best friend for a few weeks (during a crucial time for her), i won’t see my good/great friends that i’ve made PROBABLY until spring...
going-away poolside BBQ/potluck
was a success. pictures on fb. :) everyone in attendance: me, lauren, caleb, andrew, devin, chad, avery, kijung, daeshik, benji, peter, eric, thomas, chelsea, russell, donn, lindsay, paula, ashley, cameron, riley, anthony, payton, maxfield, steffan, justin, eunice, jaffray, david, kait, kapu, shane + probably more (sorry if i missed you, i’m trying to think at the top of my head)
feed the beast
i was really hungry & baby cooked for me. :) twice today actually. he always cooks for me. what will i do in L.A. w/out my personal chef? :( just kidding :D
so i shipped out my car on the 29th, and it hasn’t been that bad without my car because i’ve been sick most of the time. and in bed. so now that i’m feeling a little better and want to be out and about, i realize it’s A) great because i dont have to fkn drive anywhere, & B) horrible— harder to get around. so i pretty much resort to to the public transit system...
Those who fail to plan, plan to fail.– Rev Run
approx -8 lbs
didn’t do much eating while i had the flu. went from 116 to like 108. possibly be the only upside to my being sick the past week. that’d be GREAT if i could keep off the weight. doubtful, but we shall see?
^the influenza virus. the doctor diagnosed me with influenza A, and apparently there are 3 types of influenza As in hawaii, one of them being swine flu, so he prescribed medication for the flu and for the swine flu. so for the past week i’ve been: - in horrible pain due to spiking fevers averaging 103-104 degrees - dry heaving due to nausea without having eaten anything in days - drinking...