Last kiss: Private. Last person you hugged: My aunt Last person you spoke to: Lauren (http://ellekae.tumblr.com) Last alcoholic beverage: Stella Artois Last movie: Shrek 3 Last person you thought of: A friend. Last school you went to: LMU Last person you said I love you to: Mom Last run in with the Law: Errday, tryna catch me ridin’ dirty. Last fight you were in: I don’t fight with people easily, that takes a lot of time/effort. I go with the state my position, and dismiss it plan. Last person you MSN’ed: N/A Last thing you ate: Dinner with Lauren (http://ellekae.tumblr.com) @ the Grove Last thing you saved up money for: New phone!
FIRSTS: First car: Scion TC First pet: Goldfish? First computer: HP desktop First concert: Private KIIS FM Rooney showcase First alcoholic beverage: A sip of beer as a kid from my family, haa. Koreanx1000. First time you stayed out all night: ??? First best friend: Alexis First job: Valerie Joseph boutique, when it was at Ward. First school: Dong-hwa Preschool. First movie you watched in a theater: Probably some disney movie, like Tarzan. First thing you really saved up money for: ???
It makes me sad to see other people sad. Giving into sadness… is not a good look. If you become sad because of someone else’s sadness, you’re letting it infect you. If sadness can inspire sadness, then happiness can inspire happiness.
I will aspire to be happy to inspire others to be happy, if not happier. This is for you. I hope my cheeriness has brought you some brief moments of happiness recently.
Funny how I have absolutely no desire to see him anymore, huh? I’m a very nice girl who puts up a front (read: bitch) that tried to lend a hand out to not completely sever ties with him, and I was brutally rebuffed. Even made feel incompetent even by trying.
Oh well. I’m not even angry with him anymore, just really dissapointed in what kind of person he turned out to be. Just a regular guy, just an “ex-boyfriend.” Thanks for helping me through tough times, I guess? Ha… I doubt I will ever see him in the future, unless facebook counts. I doubt this will ever reach him, considering he hardly ever read my blog anyway.
Ah, the wonders of technological advances made through the internet… but what’s even more wonderous is how a college student can somehow manage to avoid being infected by the many wonders of the technological advances made through the internet…
It’s really amazing how friendships can make or break you.
For any of you who really know me, you know that I am very hot and cold. I either really like or really dislike things, and can switch from one gear to another in an instant. I can be devoted to something/someone for a minute, and then claim to be “over it” (haha) in an instant. Perhaps this is a defense mechanism, I do not know for sure, but still… being like this makes it really easy for me to feel down often.
When I spend time with the people that I am lucky enough to call my friends, all of that hot/cold action goes away, and everything becomes very clear. I get a strong sense of who I am and how I feel, and it is all because of the bits of myself that I see reflected in each of the members of our “crew,” especially when we “roll deep.” Different people, different personalities—each and all revealing who I am through how I react/interact with them. Good people and good vibes trigger a good sense of who I am, and how I feel.
For this, I will be forever grateful for each and every moment I get to spend with these people. Although I don’t know everyone as well as I could, I still feel so incredibly blessed to have such amazing friends.
With that said, this weekend was a blast. :) Marissa’s (http://ingnarly.tumblr.com) graduation from Chapman University, her graduation dinner at Seafood Cove #2 (nomzx1000), barhopping in downtown Fullerton (Church, then Envy), ktfo-ing at the hotel (taking care of drunken sloppy babies), hungover breakfast at Seafood Cove #2 (dim sum!!!), park lovin’ @ Dana Point (basketball, picnic, etc.), cupcakes @ Sprinkles in Laguna, bbq/the parent trap/laker’s game @ Aron’s house. Another weekend with amazing people. Thanks everyone for “not being lame.” ;)